prude
noun \ˈprüd\: a person who is excessively or priggishly attentive to propriety or decorumI was recently called a prude.
I honestly can't say i disagree. I have always had a greater sense of "cause and effect" than my peers. I was always aware of possible consequences to my actions, and how I may be viewed because of them. For example, when in high school a lot of my friends started smoking weed. My scary ass was like "Hell Naw", not because I judged them for doing it, but because I knew it was illegal, my dad would have had a stroke, and the negative image of it. I was still their friend, just didn't do what they did. Even drinking, I had my first drink prom night (only a sip) and didn't try again for a few years.
Even with sex...I know I'm not that "freak" a lot of dudes may want. I am very sexually open with my partner and will try different things. I won't, however, go for things like exchanging of any body fluids beside cum and saliva. Also, I don't subscribe to the notions that threesomes are the way to go in the gay world. I wish D would fix his big lipped ass to ask some shit like that. I don't judge people who have them. Shit, I love watching them in pornos. However, I can't personally do it.
But I think I'm a good prude. I'm not a judgmental one, or a hypocritical one. I have friends from all walks of life. I have hoe friends, stripper friends, thugs, drug dealers, mortgage brokers, nurses...etc. I've done my share of bullshit in my little time on this earth, and don't regret shit. However, I don't like to share it ALL with people, and I have my limits.
I used the word "Friend' very carefully. I have a million associates. But only a handful of "friends" that I know will have my back and vice-versa. What happens though, is that sometimes we fool ourselves into thinking that there isn't enough room in your "inner circle" to let anyone else in, ya know?
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