Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Another Installment of Randomness....

Hey Hoes!

(Just a little random shit, sometimes you just gotta clear your mind.)

1. Where the fuck did all of the respect go for others' relationships?  It was a time that when you pursued someone and they told you they were married/involved you just bowed out.  Hell naw, that shit doesn't fly anymore.  Now the response is "What does that have to do with me?"  or "I didn't ask you that".  This shit is getting out of hand.  And it comes from all sides: male/female/gay/straight.  I haven't seen so many people say  "fuck your relationship" as much as I have lately.

2. I'm still getting back into the swing of things writing... that's why its been a while since last night.  Me and D have been getting settled in my new place (naw, he doesn't live here) and then my computer charger decided it wanted to say Fuck Me.  I'm getting my shit together though.

3. Does one ever FULLY grasps the concept of being in a relationship?  Meaning, is there a point where you "get it" and you know your partner and you guys completely understand each-other?  Or is it a never ending lesson?  I've been involved with D for a while and relationship for a few months and I swear I either learn something about him/me/us like everyday.  Its not bad honestly, but it can be a conglomerate of realizations at times. However, sometimes I don't know if that shit is normal...it just seems like it should be out of that stage, of you know, getting to know each other.  Or am I wrong?

4. I have attempted to go sober.  This shit oughta be interesting!  No real reason why.  My lil drinking wasn't causing any problems or shit like that.  I guess its just a test to see if I have enough self control/will-power  to accomplish it. Not giving myself a time frame to be alcohol free or anything (i.e 6 or 9 months). Its just gonna be something to work toward.  I'm always trying to challenge myself.  The only possible issue I think I had with alcohol is my reasoning for drinking.  I sat up and realized that sometimes I drink to deal with shit and to not have to face some shit....not for fun and enjoyment.