Meaning, this being in the closet shit causes you to face some bullshit. You know it's going to eventually come down to some "either-or" bullshit. At some point in your life you have to make a damn decision. You're either gonna go with the gay bullshit, or go with the straight bullshit. (Either way, life's a bitch is my point). But we can all agree that the straight bullshit is just a little easier. That's why when we get to the fork in the road (left is gay, right is hetero) we go RIGHT. Why knowingly take the harder road?
This is when the closet life ultimatum comes showing its ugly, fuck ass head: Gay or Straight (when it comes down to settling down).
I'm still young, so the idea of settling down for life still seems very distant. However, I still know the issue is coming. I have my guy (D) and we're good, but as I've stated before it's gonna eventually come a time where we have to make a decision We're either gonna build a life together, or we're going to go our separate ways and start a hetero life with wife/kids and shit.
You basically have three choices
1. Live your life as a gay man
2. Live your life as a straight man
3. Live your life single, never settling down playing on both teams.
While we all the right to either one, it's safe to assume that number three seems to be a little more unstable. So the ultimatum comes out showing it's ugly ass. I can't help but feel like I have to eventually make a decision, and deal with the consequences. At this time, I have no idea which way I'm going to go. While the wife and kids seems to be the dream, I know I can't let men go. But I also don't know if I can honestly deal with the social backlash of being openly gay in a public relationship.