The Unthinkable/ Finals week

Yeah, I think I'm gonna TRY to do the unthinkable...go celibate.  I know, I know...that word is blasphemy.  LoL  I did it once, I lasted about 4 months, temptations and all.




The recent events in this fucked up love life of mine has caused me to reevaluate some things. No, I don't think sex, or the excess of it specifically, is too blame. Quite honestly, sex is not a big deal to me. However, I think I haven't spent enough time lately on myself and whats going on with ME. I blogged about this recently.  But the problem is, I don't know what the problem is. What I mean is, I don't know what has caused me to put some shit on the back burner, and worry about others' feelings so much.  I have always prided myself on not attaching sex to feelings, but I'm gonna do away with it for a while and see if anything changes. I was thinking that the reason I just don't find a relationship stimulating right now is because nothing is gonna set it apart from "special friendships" I have, or have had, with other people.  I haven't been a male whore per se, but I haven't been holding the goods hostage either.  Its gonna be hella hard, and I'm not making myself any promises.  Now, there is clause in this.  If certain people try to get it, its all over...just being honest.  Some dudes I won't be able to pass up. So I will be becoming a porn addict...more than I already am. So if anybody knows where to peep some hot shit, feel free to let yo boy know. Fellas, this oughta be interesting.

FINALS!!! Next week is finals time. And one in particular is gonna kick my ass. My prof has already given us what he likes to call a "FINAL SNEAK-PEEK". The sneak peek has my black ass nervous.  I have a low  A/High B avg in the class (Human A&P 2), and this final is really gonna determine a final grade of A or B.  If my GPA drops below a 3.5 somebody's ass is gettin kicked. 

Then there's my sociology final, which has two ridiculous parts.  It involves a written report and a group presentation.  The report and presentation are on two completely different topics, so its like I'm just writing about the presentation. Yeah, its basically two different, equally difficult assignments.  Plus, I don't like working in groups. There is always someone who doesn't do shit, and there's always someone who tries to do too much. Muhfuckas just can't get it right.  The worst part?  When  country wicked bitch of the south (my teacher) announced it, I swear I seen her smirk.  #IHateHer

Thanks for reading my rant.
Stay tuned for the "Celibate Chronicles: Trey Ain't Getting None"